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Title: The Sharper Edge
Chapter: Standalone
Author: Boots
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, romance
Content Notes: Male/male sex. Piercing play (probably not a good story for people with a fear of needles), spanking, toy play
Pairing: Kai X Shou
Disclaimer: Boys belong to PS Company, I own the story only.
Summary: Kai wants to give Shou a reminder of their love to carry onstage on the biggest night of his life.
Comments: Written for the Piercings/Needleplay square on one of my Kink Bingo cards. Thanks to aleksiina_26 for assistance. Information on the toy they use here came from www.goodvibes.com - an excellent resource for smut writers when it comes to all aspects of sexual health, not just toys. Even if they have gotten on the Fifty Shades of Crap bandwagon.

Kai had been quietly waiting for Shou to get home from rehearsal. After all, this was no ordinary practice he was returning from. It was the last run-through for the biggest night of his life.

GazettE was in slightly-down mode right now, between the cooldown from Tokyo Dome and the ramp-up for their next album, so Kai had gotten home from work earlier than usual. He was sitting on the living room couch, leaning over to look at his laptop screen, going over fan reactions to the show. Apparently, it had gone over even better than they’d thought.

How ironic that Shou would be having the most important show of his career less than two weeks after the most important show of Kai’s.

He thought about what he had planned for later this evening, about what he had waiting in the bedroom. He just hoped Shou would be as open to and enthusiastic about the idea as he was.

They’d experimented with kinky things before, of course, mainly among the bondage and spanking lines. Uruha had become Kai’s advisor for all things kink. He was rather open, for Uruha, about the fact that he and Tora were more-than-experimental.

It was he who’d made the suggestion when Kai said he wanted to do something special, something that signified a commitment on a deep level. He’d supplied Kai with what he needed and told him what to do.

There was the sound of a key turning in the lock, and Shou walked in, looking a bit ragged, but happy. “Hey,” Kai said, walking over to his lover and drawing him into an embrace. “How’d it go?”

Shou shook his head. “It doesn’t seem real yet. I don’t know if it’ll seem real until we’re out there. We went up and down all the catwalks tonight, and practiced how we were going to come onstage, and it still didn’t feel real. It’s like I’m going to wake up and be back in my grandmother’s place and it will all be a dream. Alice Nine, Budokan, you . . .”

Kai held him closer. “I’m not a dream,” he said. “Want to pinch me to see if I’m real?”

“Maybe later.” Shou moved toward the couch, leading Kai over by the hand. “Was it like this for you, Kai? This feeling it’s not really happening?”

Kai shrugged. “I remember thinking Tokyo Dome was just another place to do a live all through rehearsals. Then we got there, and I saw how big the place was, and that’s when it hit me.” Hit him to the point where he got sick to his stomach, but he wasn’t telling Shou that.

The vocalist leaned against his lover. “I just keep running it through my head, over and over, what it’s going to feel like tomorrow. It’s like my brain can’t process it. I don’t know if I’m going to be able to sleep tonight.”

“I could help you,” Kai said in a teasing little voice. Seriously, Shou needed the distraction. Relaxing tonight would help him put on the best show he could tomorrow.

“I want you to,” Shou said, raising his head. “I’m just going to be pacing the floor otherwise.”

Kai kissed the edge of his hairline. “You know what helps?” he said. “When you’re out there, look around you at your band. Think of everything you’ve been through together. You all supported each other every step of the way, and you’ll support each other through that show. You’ll be fine.”

“Is that what you did?” Shou said.

Kai closed his eyes, remembering the Tokyo Dome show, how it had felt like every live they’d ever done rolled into one. They’d all lifted each other to that height, and they coasted on it together, feeding on each other’s energy like never before – an experience that, in the end, was so overwhelming that he’d cried onstage.

In its own way, it had been as intimate as anything he’d ever shared with Shou.

“Yes,” he said. “And you will, too.”

Shou closed his eyes. “Sempai is going to be there, isn’t he?” he said – referring to Ruki, who’d been his mentor from the start, and had introduced Shou to Kai.

“He said he wouldn’t miss it for anything,” Kai said. Of course, he hadn’t been able to get solid commitments to going out of Aoi and Reita – Uruha was a given, of course, given that he was dating Tora. They both knew that we were talking Leader-san’s significant other here, however - and if people didn’t show up, Leader-san wasn’t going to be happy.

“I hope I’m able to see you from the stage tomorrow,” Shou said. Not likely, given the way Budokan was laid out and the swarms of fangirls that would be there, but it was a thought.

Ah, and here was where Kai’s plan for tonight would come in. “You won’t have to,” he said. “You’ll be carrying a reminder of me.”

Shou looked up at him again, puzzlement in his eyes. “What do you mean?”

“Come in the bedroom and I’ll show you,” Kai said.

Now Shou was really intrigued. Had Kai gotten him some sort of special present – a piece of jewelry to wear onstage, perhaps? He stood up, Kai standing after him, and followed the other man into the next room.

“I guess I’m supposed to get undressed,” Shou said with a shy little smile and a blush – which just turned Kai’s heart into melted butter. All the sex they’d had, all the experimentation with bondage and spanking, and he could still be like a genuine innocent sometimes.

“Only if you let me help.” Kai leaned over to kiss Shou, reaching down to unfasten the buttons of his shirt. Their tongues came together softly, exploring each other like it was the first time all over again.

The garment slid off and down toward the floor, and Kai unfastened Shou’s pants, feeling his lover lean toward him, pulling at his shirt. When Kai pushed pants and underwear down, he gave Shou’s bottom a little whack, and the other man cried out.

“You needed a little discipline,” Kai said, teasingly. “You were getting too eager.”

“Maybe I need more,” Shou replied, grabbing Kai’s T-shirt and yanking it upward. Kai quickly raised his arms so Shou could toss the shirt on the floor.

“Well, if you’re going to do that . . . “ Kai quickly removed his own pants and underwear, and sat on the edge of the bed. “You’re going to have to lie across my lap.”

“I am?” Shou lay face-first across Kai, tilting his bottom upward. “Go ahead. I need a lot of discipline.”

Kai was only too happy to oblige. He drew his hand back and landed a firm smack across the right cheek of Shou’s ass, and felt a thrill run through him when he felt his lover jump and heard him gasp.

This really was the perfect kink for Kai – he had hands made for spanking, big and broad and manly. He loved how it felt, the solid SMACK of flesh against flesh, the rhythm of it – it wasn’t unlike playing the drums.

Except drums didn’t moan and writhe against you the way Shou was doing as Kai smacked his left cheek, then his right again, then his left. He could feel the vocalist’s cock hardening against him, rubbing into his flesh, hear his sounds of pleasure and pain, see the way his body jerked with every impact, the way the flesh was reddening nicely.

“Does it hurt?” Kai said, the hand not spanking Shou on his lover’s face, fingers lightly stroking over his lips.

“Yes,” Shou breathed.

“And you love every little bit of it, don’t you?” One finger dipped just into Shou’s mouth, then pulled out.

“God, yes,” Shou murmured, before the finger plunged into his mouth, and he sucked on it hungrily. Kai started a rhythm, thrusting it in and out, fucking Shou’s lips with it as his other hand continued its spanking, delivering short, sharp impact to the left, then the right.

Kai leaned over, lips against his lover’s ear, and murmured, “They’re all going to be looking at you on that stage tomorrow night, and they’ll all want to have you. But you’re mine, aren’t you?”

He slid his finger out of Shou’s mouth so the other man could answer, and he gasped, “Yes. Yes, always.”

“Do you want me to really make you mine?” Kai whispered, his hand no longer delivering smacks, but softly caressing Shou’s bottom. The switch from hard impact to gentle touches made Shou moan anew.

“I already am,” he replied.

“No,” Kai said. “I mean, mark you as mine. Nobody will know but you and me, but when you move, you’ll feel it.”

Shou raised his head. “What do you mean?”

Kai sat up straight, so Shou could get off his lap. “Lie on your back,” he said. “Arms above your head.”

Shou obeyed, eyes full of expectation turned toward his lover. Kai took a deep breath – now, it was showtime.

He remembered what Uruha had told him – everything had to be sterile. He wasn’t taking anything out of its containers or wrappers until he was ready. First, though, a little more foreplay – he wanted this to flow naturally from their lovemaking.

Kai leaned over and kissed Shou’s lips again, soft and tender, then getting hotter and more intense, tongue flicking in and out, reaching down to brush his fingers over his nipples.

Shou arched upward, moaning into his lover’s mouth. “Kai . . .”

“I love you,” Kai murmured. “I love you so much . . .” He moved down and took a nipple in his mouth, and Shou let out another cry, writhing again, reacting as much to soft pleasure as he had to the sharp pain of before.

Kai stroked his tongue over the bud, his touch as soft as his smacks had been hard and merciless, teasing it more and more into a peak. His fingers trailed down Shou’s body, over his chest and stomach . . .

And paused at his navel, circling it over and over. His target area.

He raised his head. “Are you ready for me to make you mine now?” he said.

Shou nodded, eyes following Kai as he went into the nighttable drawer. The first thing Kai pulled out was a package of alcohol swabs, tearing it open. He leaned over and began to brush it over Shou’s stomach, right around the navel.

Shou raised his head, looking puzzled. “Kai?”

Kai reached into the drawer again. “Have you ever heard of a play piercing, Shou?”

Shou shook his head in the negative, continuing to look confused.

“I want to put a temporary piercing in you,” Kai said, pulling out another wrapped package. “You remember how it felt when I spanked you? Imagine how that feels, only concentrated, on a small area of your body . . .”

He unwrapped the second item – a surgical syringe. He saw the worry appear on Shou’s face, and he realized, for a terrifying moment, that this whole thing could fall through. Shou had gotten numerous piercings in his ears, of course, and used to have a piercing below his lip, but those hadn’t been done with something like this.

In fact, the thing Shou might associate a needle like this with was being in the hospital after he had his tonsils out. Not exactly sexy.

There was a seemingly endless interval where Shou just looked at the thing, where Kai didn’t think he breathed once . . . and then, his lover tilted his head up toward him, one of his gorgeous smiles spreading across his face.

“Do it,” he told Kai. “I trust you.”

Suddenly, those three words sounded more beautiful and romantic than any more traditional endearments Shou had ever uttered to him.

He knelt next to Shou, pulling the cover off the needle, Not deep, Uruha had told him. Just a few layers of skin. Just enough for him to feel it. (For a moment, Kai found himself wondering what else Uruha and Tora had been doing together that he didn’t know about).

He pushed it in, horizontally. What an odd feeling, penetrating his lover’s skin with this hard, rigid thing, like a sex act in miniature. No, not just any kind of sex act. He was breaching territory that hadn’t been pierced before – like taking his virginity.

Both of them had expressed a wish, in the past, that they could have been the other’s first lover. In a strange way, this was making it happen.

When the needle first went in, he felt Shou stiffen and heard him cry out – a bit sharper than when he was being spanked. He glanced up, wondering if his beloved was going to use his safeword.

He didn’t. He relaxed a bit, and his face reflected a strange euphoria, the look only seen by someone who was experiencing welcome pain, the curious mix of agony and ecstasy.

Shou opened his eyes, looking down at Kai, at what Kai was doing to him, breathing heavily. He let out a shaky laugh.

“Getting my ears pierced wasn’t like this,” he said.

Kai laughed as well, leaning over to kiss Shou’s lips, hand still holding onto the needle. Then, he lifted his head, shifting his position so his mouth was by Shou’s cock. He slid his tongue across the head just as he twisted the needle slightly, sending simultaneous shocks of pain and pleasure through Shou’s body.

“Aaahh!” Shou cried out, arching off the bed. “Kai! Oh, my God!”

Kai opened his lips and slid down on Shou, sucking him with enthusiasm, the position letting him get it in nice and deep. The needle he held still for now, just letting it stay constantly in place . . .

Until he drew back, slow and long, cock slipping over his lips and tongue, hard across soft and wet. He paused at the head, flicking his tongue over the slit – and twisted the needle again, feeling Shou’s whole body tremble under him.

“Oh, oh, oh,” Shou cried. “So . . . so incredible . . .”

Kai began to bob his head up and down, taking more and more of Shou in, then sliding up and out, and back down again. He began to move the needle in the same rhythm, pushing it back and forth gently through the skin.

“Kai,” Shou panted, gripping his lover’s hair and pulling it a little. “Can’t . . . can’t hold on, close, so close, so . . .”

Kai knew what his lover needed, all right. He twisted the needle a little again, and Shou let out a near-scream, thrusting hard into Kai’s mouth as he let go and Kai swallowed all he had to give.

When it was over, Kai reached for the other things next to him on the bed – a pair of rubber gloves and a little glass phial, containing a piece of body jewelry – a half-circle with little blunted barbs on either end.

Pulling on the gloves, he opened the phial and poured the ring out into his hand. He slipped the needle out and gently, very gently inserted the bit of metal into the hole, swabbing it with more alcohol afterward.

When that was done, he moved up to kiss Shou’s lips. “Look,” he said.

Shou raised himself up on his elbows, looking down at the little piece of jewelry. “Oh,” he said. “It’s gorgeous.”

“I told you I was going to make you mine, didn’t I?” Kai said, taking Shou’s hand and squeezing it. Both of them had their eyes fastened on the ornament, knowing very well that it wasn’t just another piece of body jewelry inserted after a bit of fun.

For all intents and purposes, it was a wedding ring.

“Nobody will know,” Shou said, quietly. “Nobody but us.”

“But you’ll remember every time you feel your shirt rub against it,” Kai said. “It’ll be like I’m out there with you.”

They snuggled together again, just enjoying the feel of each other . . . until Shou’s hand encountered something rather interesting.

“I still need to take care of you,” he told Kai.

Kai waved a hand dismissively. “Don’t worry about me. This was for you.”

“No, I’m going to worry about it.” Shou turned over, opening the drawer and rummaging through it – and pulled out what looked like a flashlight at first glimpse, except it contained a long tube of soft silicone. “This should do it.”

Kai smiled. He knew just what that was – a favorite toy of his. It was officially known as a “vibrating masturbator sleeve.” Kai and Shou jokingly called it “the backwards toy.” Instead of having it penetrate you, like most playthings they owned, you penetrated it.

Shou removed the cap of the “flashlight,” reaching for their lube. He slicked Kai ‘s erection, then pushed the opening in the silicone against the tip.

Kai closed his eyes, knowing what he was going to feel as Shou began to gently push downward – something soft on the surface, yet firm underneath gripping him, like flesh and yet not like flesh at the same time. “Oooh, yes,” he moaned.

“I know you like that,” Shou murmured, leaning over to run his tongue over Kai’s nipple. “And I love how you look when I do this.”

When he had Kai fully encased, he pushed a button in the base, and suddenly, the thing was vibrating, sending pulses of sensation all over the drummer’s body. He started to writhe, moaning softly.

“I want to fuck it,” he murmured, and Shou obeyed, pulling his hand back so the vibrating sleeve slid over Kai’s hard, sensitive flesh as he pulled out of it little by little. “Oh, my God, it’s so good . . .”

“Mmm . . .” Shou leaned over and tongued Kai’s nipple again as he started to push back downward, and Kai found the vibrating tightness re-encasing him, stimulating him anew, making him moan loudly and start to move his hips, trying to thrust in harder.

Shou didn’t alter his pace, though, moving slowly and precisely, and it was both wonderful and a form of torture to Kai. He wanted it faster and harder, wanted more vibration, more stimulation, wanted to come hard, and damn, that tongue on his nipple was just making things even worse . . .

“You look so gorgeous right now,” Shou whispered, before leaning over to bite the nipple gently, a sudden shock of pain on top of all the pleasure that just made Kai jerk upward and cry out, thrusting himself into the toy hard.

“Please,” he panted, writhing all over the place, his whole body slick with sweat, his hair in such disarray it was in his eyes – a sort of natural blindfold. “Shou, I want to come, I need to come . . .”

Shou responded by pulling the thing all the way back, until only the very tip of Kai was still encased in the vibration, just making him shudder all the more. “How badly do you want it?” he said, teasingly.

“I need it so bad it almost hurts,” Kai moaned, and Shou just pushed the sleeve down a tiny bit, just enough to torture him more.

“Hurts . . . like this?” Shou leaned over and bit the other nipple, sharp little teeth enclosing him for just a split second, making him jump and thrust into the toy again.

“Yes!” Kai cried. “Please, Shou. . .”

Shou gave him one of his deceptively sweet, innocent smiles. “Since you begged so nicely . ..” He pushed the button on the bottom, and the toy began vibrating twice as fast, twice as hard.

Kai felt Shou begin to thrust the thing around him again, much faster than before, and the vibrations were driving him nuts, and he was making noises he was no longer sure were even human, his body moving like a machine as he thrust upward again and again and again . . .

Finally, he felt an explosion of ecstasy so intense he thought his body wouldn’t contain it. He gripped the bedding as he cried out, riding the orgasm on and on until he finally sagged to the bed.

Shou pulled the toy away and leaned over to kiss him, softly, laying it aside to be dealt with later – it was easy to clean, really, all you had to do was pop out the silicone sleeve, remove the vibrating bullets and rinse it with water.

Kai pulled his lover closer, leaning his head against him, breathing hard, feeling mindless and boneless and oh, so wonderful.

“I love you so much,” Shou said, stroking Kai’s hair gently. “So much, I can’t believe it sometimes.”

Kai opened his eyes slowly and looked up at him. Dear God, he was gorgeous, even by the standards of visual kei. The dark red hair the stylists had given him for Budokan and the subsequent Gemini promotion suited him, and those large eyes seemed to contain the soul of the entire world.

It suddenly struck Kai just how lucky he was in life. Played Tokyo Dome, had the most wonderful bandmates in the world and had a sweet, yet wonderfully naughty lover who just happened to look like this? The word “blessed” didn’t even begin to cover it.

He reached up and ran his fingers over Shou’s face. “I love you, too,” he said. “And if you perform for the audience like you just performed for me, the show will be an all-time legend.”

Shou laughed, taking Kai’s hand and kissing it. “I like how my navel ring looks,” he said. He could just imagine how he’d feel tomorrow night, on the stage, feeling his shirt pull on that thing, the little bit of delicious pain a reminder of the intimate experience the two of them had just shared.

“We need to clean it before we sleep,” Kai said. “And keep cleaning it, and put antibiotic gel on it – just like a regular piercing.” A skin infection on the biggest night of his life would not be a good thing.

“I know,” Shou said. “And you said it’s only temporary?”

Kai nodded. “It’s not deep. Just for play.”

“Unless we decide otherwise,” Shou said, giving Kai a smile. “Remember, I never take my shirt off for the cameras.”

Kai bent over and kissed him. This was one time where Shou’s body-shyness would be to their advantage. Kai usually wasn’t one for large numbers of permanent piercings, but a permanent version of their “wedding ring,” done by a professional? He could agree with that.

Hell, he might even consider a matching one himself.


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Sep. 29th, 2012 10:17 pm (UTC)
You updated! :D

This made me so happy ^ ^</p>

Gah this is so hot ~

Kai will maybe get one too? wow o . o

Aww I want a perching on my lip.....but I can't take pain so I can only dream ; . ;

Thank you for this wonderful naughty update!

I can't wait for more!

Awesome job like always bb

Oct. 5th, 2012 05:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it - this was my first time writing something like this! The idea of piercings was just too hot not to use - it's something that's very intimate and intense. (And, hey, there will be more coming from this pairing in the future, though I'm working on something a bit different now . . .)
Oct. 2nd, 2012 02:20 pm (UTC)
finally I have a minute to myself!

So I read this and...*dead*

Holy fuck woman that was so hot *_* The dominance play between them pretty much melted my brain, and the spanking...and then the piercing 8D Play piercing is just so intense and amazing and so very intimate, you totally nailed it on the head with this, it was gorgeous. I'm glad you considered my suggestions, and very well might mention the piercing in my upcoming fic in this verse (since you gave my pairing of Tora x Uruha a slight cameo ^_^) I love your take on these two so fucking much, they make a great match.

Gorgeously done as always my dear xoxo
Oct. 5th, 2012 05:02 pm (UTC)
Thank you - I couldn't have done this fic without your input, you were a HUGE help! I definitely wanted to show this as being an act of intimacy between them - it really is like the wedding the society they live in (not to mention PSC) won't let them have. And you can definitely go ahead and reference my fic in your own! (I'll be very glad to see your Tora and Uruha pairing again! ~_^)
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