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Title: Beautiful Dreamer
Chapter: Sequel to Beautiful and Pancakes
Author: Boots
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, smut
Warnings: Male/male sexual activity (including when one partner is sleeping), shared fantasy
Pairing: Kai X Shou
Disclaimer: Boys belong to PS Company, I own the story only.
Summary: Kai’s been on tour, and he finally comes home to Shou to find his lover asleep – and having a very hot dream.
Comments: Written for the Sleepy/Unconscious square on my Kink Bingo card. Even the KB mods admit this square can be problematic when it comes to the issue of consent. I found a way around it. ~_^

Shou and Kai had been together a little over a year at this point, and it was very often an exercise in patience.

Being in two different bands meant being on two very different schedules. One could be in the studio while the other was on the road. Very often, one of them would just be getting home when the other had to leave again.

It was a matter of making the most of the time they did get to spend together. They didn’t go out a lot – they did a lot of cuddling in front of the TV, a lot of quiet dinners at home, and, of course, a lot of making love.

They also logged a lot of video chatting when they were stuck in separate locations. Kai figured that if any fangirl were to tap into their conversations, she’d have one hell of a hot, marketable porno on her hands.

They’d start out with a normal conversation about how their days had been, the concert experience for whoever was doing a live that night. Then came the teasing, and the flirting, and the undressing for each other.

And finally, the sight of the two of them on opposite sides of the screen, talking about what they wanted to do with each other, sharing fantasies, getting themselves off as they did so . . .

It all made Kai long for Shou all the more. He was counting the hours until this last show of this leg of the tour was over, until he could go home and get his hands all over his long, tall, beautiful lover. Thank God the show in question was an afternoon gig, part of a festival.

“Well, someone’s eager to leave,” Aoi said to him as he was packing up after the show. He’d arranged all his things just so before going on stage, so he’d be able to grab them and change and get out of there.

“I’ve just missing home, that’s all,” Kai said with a blush, putting his stick bag inside his larger duffel.

“Missing home, or missing someone at home?” Aoi said, teasingly. “Your phone was going off an awful lot before. With Final Fantasy music.” Which, of course, Aoi knew damn well was Kai’s ringtone for when Shou texted him.

“I had a couple of messages from Shou,” Kai said, trying to sound as casual as possible. He zipped the duffel up, all ready for when the Oh-So-Convenient-PSC-Provided-Van came to take him to the shinkansen.

“So, you two are into sexting?” Aoi said.

Kai turned the color of a boiled lobster. He nearly tripped over the duffel. Good thing he wasn’t eating or drinking anything, or he would have choked on the spot. “AOI!”

“Did I hit a nerve?” Aoi said, kneeling on the floor next to Kai.

“We . . . we weren’t sexting,” Kai said. Okay, erotic video chatting, yes. Sexting, no. Kai knew better than to publicly display his affection for his boyfriend in public.

“No?” Aoi said. “Taking advantage of video chat, then?”

This time, Kai did choke – on his own tongue. “What makes you say that?” he spluttered. Dear God, did Aoi tap into their feed? It was a private chat – wasn’t it?

“I know you too well,” Aoi said. “You’re not as innocent as you seem.”

“I never said I was innocent!” Kai stammered, getting up and slinging the duffel over his shoulder.

“You never said you weren’t, either.” Oh, that teasing look on the other man’s face. He was happy for Shou and Kai, of course, and kind of sorry that they couldn’t be together more – but that didn’t stop him from needling his bandmate about it.

Fortunately for Kai, the driver of the PSC Provided Van appeared in the doorway. Saved by the bell – or, in this case, the van.

“I gotta go!” Kai said, sprinting for the door. “I’ll see you back in Tokyo!”

“Sure, you will,” Aoi said with amusement. He knew damn well he wouldn’t be seeing Kai in Tokyo – that boy had better things to do.

* * *

The so-called bullet train wasn’t, at least not tonight. There were all kinds of delays on the tracks, bits and pieces of construction that forced the so-called marvel of modern technology to slow down to the speed of a “normal” train.

And so, Kai fidgeted, and checked his phone, and fidgeted again. They were running an hour behind schedule. It figured that the one night the seemingly no-fail Japanese rail system would run into a problem was when he was aboard.

By the time he got home, it would be past midnight. Would Shou even be up then? He sorted through his old messages, trying to get a clue as to what his lover’s schedule was the next few days. Not a clue..

When the train finally pulled into the station, he was ready to leap out. He darted through the doors as soon as they opened, like an undercover cop on a TV show chasing a suspect, and rushed for the exit, praying for a cab. It was around the time of night the subways stopped running, meaning that taxis would be in demand.

Fortunately, he found one. Good, he beat the rush – by minutes, probably.

He resisted the urge to check his phone again as the taxi rolled through the streets. Just a few more minutes, just a few more blocks . . .

When he arrived, he cab door seemed to creak open slowly, as if it were filled with rust. The front door didn’t seem to want to take his key until after several tries. The elevator was late to arrive, and rose upward in what seemed to be super slo-mo.

Dammit, it felt like the whole world was conspiring to steal every precious moment he got to spend with Shou.

He got the apartment door open. One lamp was on in the living room “Shou?” he called. No answer. He dropped the duffel on the floor and headed for the bedroom.

When he walked into the room, the first thing he noticed was a dim light burning on the bedside table. The second thing was his beloved, stretched out on top of the bedding, completely naked – and utterly asleep.

Kai approached the bed, waving a hand in front of Shou’s face. No reaction. Yes, he was completely crashed out.

He sat at the edge of the bed, sighing, eyes traveling over his sleeping beauty. Oh, yes, even in this dim light, he could make him out, and he was gorgeous. Why was he afraid to show skin in public? He was wonderfully proportioned, with his long arms and legs, his slender hands ending in tapering fingers . . .

He remembered all the times they’d pressed their hands together, then clasped them, Kai’s big, masculine hand contrasting sharply to Shou’s more delicate one.

Shou turned a little, giving Kai a lovely view of that magnificent ass, wonderfully shaped and rounded – and, Kai knew, nicely tight as well.

Oh, he’d explored that ass every way imaginable. Cupping and stroking it with his hands, teasing Shou through his clothes. Kissing it, nibbling it, rubbing his cheek on it. Parting those firm cheeks, pouring lube over the little hole, stretching plastic over it, and then pushing his tongue into that tight heat . . .

And he’d better stop thinking that way, because it was getting him hot and hard. But, hell, wasn’t the whole fact that he was looking at a sleeping, naked Shou doing that? Here was his beloved, in front of him, gorgeous and open and available and helpless, totally open to . . .

Time to stop thinking that way, right now. Taking advantage of Shou in his sleep? He wasn’t going to do that. That was just wrong . . . wasn’t it? Of course it was.

Kai believed that just about anything was good between couples, or even casual lovers – he and Shou had done some experimenting with various kinks. (It seemed his lover had a liking for spanking – both giving and receiving).

That is, good as long as it was safe, sane and consensual. Taking advantage of someone in his sleep, no matter how irresistible he looked, wasn’t. A sleeping person couldn’t consent, after all.

He was going to get up and go into the living room, remove himself from the temptation . . .

And then, Shou stirred, and moaned, “Kai . .. oh, Kai . . . “

Kai froze. Had he woken up? He turned toward him, slowly. No, his eyes were still closed. But he wasn’t exactly lying there passively asleep, either. Oh, no, he was starting to writhe around, moaning softly.

“Oh, that’s good,” he murmured. “Again . . . please . . .”

Kai’s eyes were riveted to, quite literally, the sleeping beauty. His lips were parted, his eyes still tightly closed, one hand thrown up above his head, the other splayed on his stomach.

He looked, at once, sweetly innocent and very sensual, an angel and a whore. And the noises he was making were just reinforcing the latter image. He was having a wet dream, all right. A very wet one.

Kai clenched his hands into fists. Hello, huge flood of hormones. Nice to see you here. Have you met my deeply mixed emotions yet?

He bit his lip as the feelings churned inside him. Shou was asleep. The thing to do was just walk away for now. But since he was having the erotic dream, that meant that, in his mind, he was experiencing the sex already, and loving it.

And then, there was the voice in the back of his head saying, “Why don’t you just bloody wake him up, Kai?”

But he knew the answer to that all too well. The very fact that Shou was sleeping was half the allure. It made the whole thing dangerous, kinky, forbidden. Because nothing was more attractive, to a child or an adult, than the thing labeled “Don't Touch.”

He watched his sleeping lover stir again, the hand on his stomach moving down a little. “Yes,” Shou moaned. “Yes, right there . . . your mouth, so good . . .”

And almost involuntarily, Kai was standing up, unbuttoning his shirt, unzipping his pants. He was literally going to give his lover a dream come true.

Sitting on the bed, he leaned over carefully, sliding his lips over the head of his lover’s cock. He felt him shiver a little – but no indication that he was waking up.

Encouraged, he began to move down, taking in more and more of the shaft, feeling the familiar sensation of hot, hard flesh slipping over his lips and tongue, the musky scent and taste he knew so well . . .

It was all familiar, but not familiar. He could feel that the muscles in the other man’s lower stomach and thighs were loose, relaxed, a reminder that he was still sleeping – erotic dream or no.

Kai began to push down again, gently tonguing his cock as he went, wondering how this was translating into Shou’s dream. Was the Kai in Shou’s head, the one he thought was the only one making love to him, down on his knees in front of Shou, maybe in a backstage area? Or maybe he was on a bed with him, different from this one, and Shou was on his back, maybe with his hands tied over his head (they hadn’t tried that yet, but Kai was definitely curious) . .

The idea of all the possibilities, the different dream worlds, the thousand blow jobs he could be giving Shou in a thousand fantasy environments, was firing Kai’s blood. He moved faster, harder, taking Shou in deeper, thinking, how does this feel, my love, how is this feeding your dream . . .

He heard his lover’s moans grow faster and more intense as he took him in deeper still, tonguing him, thinking this very well might most intimate act they had achieved yet, because, in a way, Kai was making love to Shou’s mind, influencing the direction of his sleeping fantasies . . .

Suddenly, he felt a shift under him, as Shou’s muscles suddenly tensed. He felt the other man start to sit up and heard him say, “Kai . . . Kai, you’re really . . .”

Kai didn’t slow down at all. He pushed down hard, sucking faster, moving his head up and down, feeling Shou’s hands start to caress his hair, and he flicked his tongue over the hardness, thinking, come for me, come for me, love . . .

Shou arched forward, crying out, and Kai felt the welcome, wonderful sensation of his come flooding into his mouth. He held on, not backing off at all until he swallowed everything Shou had to offer.

He moved up, kissed his lover’s lips tenderly, and murmured, “Hi, love. I’m home.”

Shou wrapped his arms around Kai, pulling him close, burying his head in his shoulder. They just lay there like that for a long moment, savoring the warmth of each other that they’d longed for the whole time they’d been separated.

Finally, they parted enough for Shou to kiss him. “I can’t believe it,” he said. “I can’t believe it was really you. I was dreaming . . .”

Kai ran his fingers over his hair. “I know.”

Shou blinked his eyes. “You did?”

Kai leaned his forehead against Shou’s. “You talk in your sleep, you know.”

“Oh.” Shou blushed a little. “Did I say what I was dreaming about?”

He was damn cute right now, Kai thought. Shou was normally beautiful and elegant – except when he was being silly with his bandmates, of course. But he had moments where he was sweetly boyish, and this was one of them.

As if Kai couldn’t love him more . . .

“You didn’t.” He kissed his lover’s cheeks, then lips, them murmured, “Why don’t you tell me?”

Shou blushed again. “Well, okay . . .”

Kai lay on his back on the bed, took Shou’s hand in his and guided it to his cock – rock-hard from the wild, intimate experience the two had just shared. “Go on,” he said.

“All right,” Shou said, fingers starting to run up and down Kai’s erection. “It was kind of a weird setting – it was a place where we had a photoshoot once, I don’t know what made me think of it. It was a big greenhouse . . . more of an indoor plant sanctuary, really. It had a glass roof, and all these plants and trees growing in it, from all over the world . . .”

“Mmmm,” Kai said, closing his eyes, seeing the setting in his mind. He remembered the photos in question, could picture the abundant foliage, and Shou walking among it, a streak of golden against all the green.

“And there was a chaise lounge in the middle of all this. You know, like you find by hotel pools. I found it, and I was happy to see it – like I’d been looking for it all my life. I lay down on it, and then . . .”

“And?” Kai’s mind was fully engaged now, seeing Shou lying there on the lounger, looking like a prince waiting to be attended by his servants.

“Well, suddenly, I was naked, and you were there. You just kind of came out of a group of plants, and you were naked, too. You knelt down next to me and you kissed my stomach. Only it wasn’t a regular kiss, more like . . . well, worship. And you came up to me, and you kissed my lips . . . it was hot, you were rubbing your tongue on mine . . .”

“Oh, yes,” Kai moaned, the imagery getting more vivid to him, feeling and tasting Shou’s skin under his lips, his tongue. His lover’s fingers fluttering up and down his cock were definitely helping add to the picture.

“And I asked you what would please you, and you said you wanted to taste me. You started licking down my body, slowly . . . it was such a vivid dream, I could feel your tongue on my nipples, and my stomach . . .”

“Oh, yes, love,” Kai moaned, lost in the fantasy now, the dream that Shou was sharing with him. “Keep going.”

“Then, I felt you start to kiss my cock – like worship, like you did with my stomach. And I was moaning and pleading that I wanted you to suck me. And then your mouth was on me, all over me, and it felt so damn good . . . your mouth is so gorgeous . . .”

The fingers on his cock were speeding up, and Kai was starting to moan loudly, pushing his hips forward, thrusting into his lover’s hand, licking his lips to taste the lingering essence there, imagining the familiar sensations he experienced when sucking him.

“That might be when I started doing it,” Kai murmured. “I came in, and I saw you, and you were so beautiful, Shou, so very beautiful, and you were moaning, and I couldn’t help myself . . .”

“It was so delicious,” Shou moaned. “Your mouth was so hot and so wet, and I couldn’t get enough of it. God, Kai, you’re so good, I’ve never had a man suck me quite like you do . . .”

“Oh, yes,” Kai moaned. “Your cock feels good in my mouth, tastes so good, and I couldn’t get enough either, I just kept sucking, and the more you moaned . . .”

“I made noises ike this?” Shou said, brushing his thumb over the tip of Kai’s cock, and sure enough, Kai moaned loudly, arching forward. “You like this, don’t you?” Another brush. “You like being touched just like this . . .”

“Yes!” Kai gasped. “Shou . . .”

“I woke up right before I came,” Shou murmured, “and when I saw you, and knew you were really back, I came so hard . . .” A faster brush of his thumb. “So hard and fast, I thought I’d never stop coming . . .”

At his words, Kai suddenly arched up off the bed, crying out, and he felt ecstasy burst inside him, come pouring all over Shou’s fingers, thinking he was coming all over his lover’s dream, the one they had now both shared.

He sat up, watching Shou bring the hand to his mouth, licking the come from his fingers. They brought their lips together, kissing hungrily.

“I was wondering what you dream was,” Kai murmured. “Now I know.”

“But the dream doesn’t matter now,” Shou said, pulling him closer.

Kai raised his head. “It doesn’t?”

“Not when I have you here for real,” Shou said. “I’m not letting you out of this bed until I have to.” He kissed him again. “I missed you so much, Kai.”

“I missed you, too,” Kai said. “God, you don’t know how much.”

He snuggled against the other man. His warmth, his scent, the brush of his hair against Kai’s skin, the taste of come on both their lips . . . oh, yes, reality was better than the webcam fantasies they’d shared during his trip.

But then again, the fantasy they’d just shared had been pretty amazing, too. Not, not a fantasy. They’d shared a dream – much more intimate.

Kai was very glad he’d given in to that particular forbidden impulse. As it turned out, it was very much wanted – on both sides.

“I have a day off tomorrow, you know,” Shou yawned. “And you do too, don’t you?”

Kai nodded. “Yes. I don’t have to go in for two days.”

“Then I’m really not going to let you out of this bed,” Shou said. “I’m going to be invisible to the outside world until we have to go back to work. Let everyone say what they want – especially Saga.”

Kai raised his head. “Saga?”

‘’He was teasing me when we were messaging each other,” Shou said. “Said that we were sexting.”

Kai just had to laugh. There was one in every band, it seemed.

“Maybe,” he said, “we need to try that sometime. Everyone thinks we’re doing it, so we might as well, right?” And besides, it would be fun.

Just one more way for them to share fantasies, and dreams.


( 12 comments — Leave a comment )
Aug. 18th, 2012 06:14 am (UTC)
That was so wonderful and hot and sexy I CANT. IT'S PORN OVERLOAD.
Aug. 19th, 2012 01:15 am (UTC)
Thanks! I hope I didn't overload your mind too much!
Aug. 18th, 2012 10:19 am (UTC)
Wow that was great! Reading your story have made me love Kai and Shou as a couple even more!
Aug. 19th, 2012 01:18 am (UTC)
Thank you! I really love writing these two together - at first glance, it's a crack pairing, but when you look at them, you realize how much they have in common and how compatible they'd be. (Especially since they're both bandleaders now!)

Love the icon, by the way! I can't wait for that Rock and Read!
Aug. 18th, 2012 01:39 pm (UTC)
Oh my god I'm so happy you updated another KaixShou :D

This made my mood better!</p>

I love Kai and Shou so much <333

Will you write about AoixRuki from this story too? (^-^)

You are awesome!! I can't wait for more!! Keep up the amazing work hun!

Aug. 19th, 2012 01:20 am (UTC)
Thank you! I do love these two together, so there will be more. (Besides, they just lend themselves so well to Kink Bingo!) And doing an Aoi/Ruki either from this universe or the Stargazer one is definitely a possibility! (They lend themselves to Kink Bingo, too!)
Aug. 18th, 2012 09:33 pm (UTC)
Oh lord...

Woman you are spoiling us! Kai/Shou hotness TWICE in 24 hours? My brain is on overload in the most delicious way...unf! I really wanted that square you know? The visual of someone getting pulled out from sleep and dreams right into sex is so fucking hot, and you nailed it 100% It was gorgeous.

The premise, with Kai getting all hot and bothered and frustrated because of the transport issues, and then arriving home to a hot, asleep Shou was just delicious. The way he just followed Shou's sleeping cues and his body's demands was just so fucking ho and so very intimate, gosh...And I LOVED how turned on Kai was at having Shou recollect his dream while getting pleasured, it was beyond hot and so inspiring...Yet so sweet and loving and so very intimate. I just love where you're going with that pairing, its gorgeous.

Of course I also enjoyed Aoi's teasing about sexting, and then finding out Saga was also being a brat about it, along with their somewhat shy reactions to it. That just added a layer of fluffy cuteness to the whole thing that was most welcome. It was gorgeous overall, beautiful work! As usual really ;) xoxo
Aug. 19th, 2012 01:32 am (UTC)
Ha, it's funny how we each ended up with squares that the other wanted, isn't it? This was one of the ones I knew I wanted to write as soon as I saw it on the Kink Bingo card, and I knew just who the couple would be.

I definitely intended this story to have a hot and intimate feel, which is how I write these two. It's part of the nature of their relationship - they get to spend so little time together that when they do meet up, their couplings are extremely intense, physically and emotionally.

I'm glad, especially, that you liked the sharing of the dream toward the end, because that was meant to be an especially intimate moment for them. Kai felt like he was entering Shou's dream by pleasuring him while he was asleep, and then Shou tells him what he would find in the dream world. It's sharing on the deepest level possible.

I had to put the thing with Aoi and Saga in there. I figure the two of them would definitely be merciless teases about it - although, at heart, they're both happy about Kai and Shou's relationship!

Thank you so much for reading and commenting, I am SO glad that you enjoyed it!!
Aug. 20th, 2012 07:03 am (UTC)
fufufu... kai x shou are so cute. ...and kinky. lol.
maybe aoi & saga should get together. XD
thank you for sharing. =)
Aug. 21st, 2012 01:21 am (UTC)
another KaixShou! *squee* \(o)/
this is so hot! I want to watch Shou's dream in live action format. XD *smacked*

I'll look forward for more KaixShou! no one around here seems to like this pairing, me as an exception xD
Sep. 5th, 2012 02:17 pm (UTC)
Well, that was... erm... *blinks* In short, I liked it. And am slightly speechless.
Sep. 5th, 2012 04:27 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I hope if it left you speechless, that means the fic worked!
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